压力的开始【the beginning of pressure】

很快，我就快加入hong leong bank了...只要这个月30号通过考试就可以了..比我想象中的还要难..我回答questions cd的时候真的错好多题..快崩溃了``希望我可以顺利通过考试~~不要辜负大家对我的期望~~~最经要跟淑萍阿姨上pj city去看他们怎样sell顾客..怎样哄到顾客对自己有信心..真的很难..有些顾客还是banana..得用英文来沟通~星期2那天（22-06-10）我跟阿姨第一次上去pj city..hong leong的总行..好漂亮啊..楼漂亮，人也漂亮..他们全部的穿着都好美啊..我就死了..有时候很抗拒去那里..很怕很怕..觉得自己好像多出的..因为他们全部都是top的..好压力啊..下个星期1 我又要跟阿姨上去了..因为他们有个leader
meeting..阿姨让我去看看他们怎讲样说话..里面我的年龄最小..好怕啊~其实是自己多想罢了..没什么的....还有！haiz·····我脚上的tatto啊！后悔死我！难看死了~~所以穿office装的时候只可以穿长裤，不能穿短裙了......还有还有！我的狮子头去拉直了..好扁啊！看到脸好大个啊！难看死了~haiz~希望有个美好的开始啦~~对了~妈妈送我个电脑哦~她知道我做这个工作要用到电脑..所以她送我了~~tq 妈妈~如果这个30号考不过我就没有脸面对妈妈了...神，请保佑我..好吗...希望这是我将来最好的路....

EVERYTHING IS JUST MISSED

time go by very fast.. that's all... i has been completed my NS program... i miss the time when we eat, sleep, bath, ordered to run by teacher, chating togther..... what happened on NS is really unforgetable memory to me~~ hehe.. that's a good memory to me... i miss the day of slapstick with us... i cant forget is my best friends in NS.. fafa. ketua.. yvonne..and many many..... They are my best friend in NS.. Especially FAFA... my beloved friend.... She is my most loved friend, because of she undertood me and she love me. I don't know how long our friendship will remain, but at least we are best friend nw:) trust me, i will do my best to maintain our friendship forever... i still rmb the times when our '' cold war''... so funny.. when we stay quiet, they will certainly be surprised because they would think we argue again.. haha.. still rmb the time when i wake up.. i saw fatin evana is sleeping among me and fafa... haha... and i ask her why. she told me, she don't want to see us embrace.... so jealous.. this is raelly a cute and lovely answer~~haha~~ oh.. one more important thing...my ketua~~ haha.. mention her name as long as i feel funny... when i 1st saw my ketua, i think she is a emotionless person.. understanding for a long times, actually she is a humorous person.. haha~~ only she would like to say an alien to me and only she understand my alien language~~even more funny is that FAN YU will be with our~ haha~~ thn yvonne would laugh at the side and said'' i beh tahan u all''//// hehe~~~know why i write in english even my enlish very poor.. because of elaura, yvonne. ketua, and fafa... you all taught me english... and elaura told me.. if she can write in chinese i also can write in english.. because elaura is a BANANA~~ hehe~~and.. fafa.. i must thank u many times~ hehe...in a hp conversation with u during the period you have been told me in english.... thanks.. because you all, i'm bold to learn english.. even being another ppl laughed at me, i do not fear...